Careful what you wish for....

So, those of you who are interested in this pregnancy, I have a little update for you.
Well two days ago (Saturday) I went into labor. I actually thought I was just going to get an IV because of how sick I was Saturday. I couldn't keep a thing down. I figured I was coming down with the flu and that would explain some of the body aches I was having. Finally, I called the doctor and he said to come in and at least get some fluids. When we got there, the contractions were pretty good. Boy are those things lovely!! They kept me there to see if the fluids would calm my contractions down. They stayed pretty strong and steady. They then had this wonderful idea of putting a shot of something, I think it was morphine with some other drugs, into my hip!!! I don't know how many of you girls out there have had this shot, but if you ever have to, grab your stuff and just run. HOLY COW that was the worst shot I have ever had in my life! Rusty laughs at how far off the bed I jumped. That nurse is just lucky I didn't go psycho on her. I'm capable of irrational things like that. After that shot settled in, I was as loopy as ever. I don't know how you could push a kid out with those drugs in your system. I couldn't keep my eyes open if you paid me. I was getting to the point where English didn't sound English anymore.
Here comes the part I really don't understand. When they checked me I was at a 3. Totally surprised I would already be at a three. Well, an hour and a half later they checked me and found that I was still at a 3. Even though my contractions were still every 2-3 minutes, they sent me home and said that if I came back that night they would keep me. I should have come back.. but would rather get some sleep with those fancy drugs in my system. Needless to say, these past two days have been filled with, "should I go, no, I'll stay" "maybe now I should go" "no, they'll just send me home". One thing I do know, is that this kid is coming this week. I honestly can't see myself going past this week. But you never know. I have a Dr. appointment tomorrow. We'll see what he says. I'm sure he will want to start me. He didn't really like how the heart was sounding at the last appt. (another fun thing right?) (deep breath) I'll try to update ya when I get word. Thanks everyone for letting me vent a little. :)